I think I woke up a different person. I got little to no sleep last night but I did sleep for about 3 hours and I feel great somehow. I’m going to start changing how I do everything. I’m going to lose weight. I just won’t eat that much. I’m fine with eating trash in modesty. I’m not going to completely change. I don’t even know what I weigh. I’m going to write and continue to write. I’m going to practice the same tabs for songs for hours instead of doing nothing productive. I’m going to talk to interesting people. I’m going to have meaningful discussions. I will fucking be proud of myself and the things I do. It starts today.